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June has just passed, and here comes July. still the parade of brides wistfully smiling and grinning from the prospect of love and the big "M" word, seems to be, regrettably and irritatingly endless…no offense to those June-July brides…guess its just my mindless, not to mention cynical, allergy to the prospect of marriage. The very word gives me goosebumps…i have nothing against it, believe me. and im even happy for those who get into it. reallly! did my share of sighing over wedding photos (esp., my favorite-considered-wedding -of-the-year-wedding: Tagaytay…sigh…) and drooling over wedding cakes and those cute ideas for souvenirs….but really…do they have to swarm all over you in these two months?! June-July Brides….CLiche’?

Don’t get me wrong…I’m not afraid of commitment. I’m just not ready to face the music yet…y’know be tied down. my bestfirend and my brother…both are planning to get themselves settled down by next year…and guess when–yep! sometime around June-July. WHY?!  How did the idea even surface? That the perfect month to get hitched is round these two J’s?

A friend of mine attended 4 weddings during the month of June, this year. He’s anticipating on going to 3 more this month. what gives?

Theory: A lot of guys actually find Christmas(December), New Year (January) and Valentine’s Day (February) a very romantic time to propose marriage. Thus, 6 months of gruelling preparations later, come June-July, a new couple has just been initiated into wedded bliss not to mention, to endless bouts of LEGAL sex!

Another Theory: It’s the middle of the year…actually avoiding the Christmas and Lenten season. The churchs’ activities slow down to a trickle during these months.

Any other inputs?

anyway, i just wanted to get these thoughts outta my head. gotta get back to work now. got a wedding to plan…

just kidding… 

heto na naman ang away

napapanahon na naman

ilan ba sa isang buwan?

ang ginugugol sa usapan?

sa tampuhan?

sa singhalan?

sino bang nagsabing ganito lang kadali?

ang magmahal,

ang makisama sa isang tulad mo?

sa isang tulad ko?

parehas matigas ang ulo.

parehas ayaw magpatalo.

kailan ba naging tama

ang gustuhing awayin ka?

tila ba nasanay na

naging komportable sa ganitong klaseng pagsasama.

parang di kumpleto ang araw ng di ka nakakabangga.

sino bang nagsabi

sino bang nagsabing ganito lang kadali?

ang magmahal,

ang makisama sa isang tulad mo?

sa isang tulad ko?

parehas matigas ang ulo.

parehas ayaw magpatalo?

sino bang nagsabi?

sino bang nagsabi?

sino bang nagsabi?

sa likod ng lahat ang mahalaga ay

mahal kita, at ako’y mahal mo

hindi ba?

heto na naman ang away

napapanahon na naman

ilan ba sa isang buwan?

ang ginugugol sa usapan?

sa tampuhan?

sa singhalan?

sino bang nagsabing ganito lang kadali?

ang magmahal,

ang makisama sa isang tulad mo?

sa isang tulad ko?

parehas matigas ang ulo.

parehas ayaw magpatalo.

kailan ba naging tama

ang gustuhing awayin ka?

tila ba nasanay na

naging komportable sa ganitong klaseng pagsasama.

parang di kumpleto ang araw ng di ka nakakabangga.

sino bang nagsabi

sino bang nagsabing ganito lang kadali?

ang magmahal,

ang makisama sa isang tulad mo?

sa isang tulad ko?

parehas matigas ang ulo.

parehas ayaw magpatalo?

sino bang nagsabi?

sino bang nagsabi?

sino bang nagsabi?

sa likod ng lahat ang mahalaga ay

mahal kita, at ako’y mahal mo

hindi ba?

1. Proximity

maintain at least 12 inches radii from a male organism not under the category of family. close male friends must only be greeted by a very brief handshake (approximately for about 2 seconds) or preferrably a short-range wave.

2. Ergonomics

ANNEX A: SITTING one should always sit with both legs intact. half an inch of space is forgiveable but must be rectified upon indirect notice of warden, commonly known as "the boyfriend". indirect notice should come in the form of a nudge, an eyebrow lift or a disapproving frown.

ANNEX B: WALKING one should always walk in accordance with one’s attire. also maintain a certain distance behind "warden" in case of surveillance when in public view.

ANNEX C: TALKING should avoid cussing and cursing. must choose words wisely and if one must use a blunt word, it is necessary to add the word "joke" or a smiley indicating that it is a harmless expression.

3. Telecommunication

one must always reply with utmost urgency and precision.

erase suspicious male names on inboxes in case of surprise celfone inspection.

erase replies on sent items to suspicious male names on celfone in case of surprise celfone inspection.

send warning to suspicious male texter whenever under suspected surprise celfone inspection to not make any contact until warden is out of proximity.

entertaining calls from any suspicious male may be kept under only one minute. more than a minute may cause interference wih very important "warden" call or txt which one may not be able to reply to immediately.

4. Permission

permission for other various activity without warden may only be granted when information passed regarding the people involved in these activities is approved. pleading one’s case after disapproval has been made is disrespectful and shall result to further punishment aside from not being able to go to said activity.  

5. Under Oath

one must not be caught even in one small white lie. the punishment is brutal. 

i know that you grow quiet when something’s bothering you. i know that there’s a crease on the sides of your eyes when you laugh. i know that i only reach up to your neck and that you have to lean down to kiss me. i know that our bodies doesnt seem to coordinate well together, we’re both amusingly awkward that way. i know that your forehead wrinkles when you’re in deep thought, and that your lips twitch when you’re trying to remember something. i know that your left hand is rougher that your right. i know that you think your goatee makes you look older…most of all i know that just the sight of you makes me breathless for i see the beauty of the person that you are. and i know that somehow, even if this thing between us don’t work, i will always love you and remember what we had.

why cant we seem to get by one whole week without fighting…without arguing…without hurting…? why is there always something you want to change in me? i never said i was perfect. in fact, before we got into this relationship, i told you how imperfect i was. im impatient, temperamental, jealous, bratty and oftentimes too carefree and independent-devil-may-care…yet you said you loved me…and so here we are. now, i feel like im under a microscope, under your observing eyes. always feeling so concious about how i move, how i act…how i sit and talk. because i know that one single move could make you disapprove. it’s not that i dont like it when you tell me off…in fact i like it when you do that because i feel that you care. but it just puts me down when you make it so hard for me. i keep on apologizing and yet…i dont know…sometimes i dont feel like im being myself anymore. ive become too careful, too kept…to0…boring…i dont know how or why you fell in love with me in the first place. anyways…i cant be somebody else.

im no angel, im far, far from being one. i have very few good points you would hardly need the fingers on both hands to count them off. i understand i have to change. but some things you cant just leave behind. can’t you just accept that theyr’e a part of me already? do i have to be somebody else just so you could love me the way i want you to?

im no angel, im far, far from being one. i have very few good points you would hardly need the fingers on both hands to count them off. i understand i have to change. but some things you cant just leave behind. can’t you just accept that theyr’e a part of me already? do i have to be somebody else just so you could love me the way i want you to?

people say that you’re no good for me…people say it constantly. i hear it said so much, i hear it in my sleep. maybe i am just a fool for you…maybe you’re no angel too. but all that talk is cheap when i am here with you…if love is blind, i’ll find my way with you…’coz i could see myself and im in love with you. if love is blind, i’ll find my way with you…

finally got to post this much talked about "blog"…hmm…still figuring out what to put on my very first blog…oh! i know! i’ll talk about my new pants! i so0o0oo adore my new pants! in fact, i love it so much, i’ll find a way to take a picture of it and post it here. there’s a story behind it and all…my boyfriend bought it for me! teehee…i saw it at galle 2 weeks ago, but then, i never really wanted it that much. i wanted a certain blouse that i already fitted and decided to buy it on the next payday. but then when i was there yesterday waiting for my boi, i didnt want the blouse anymore, so i fitted the pants instead and…i fell in love! i wanted it so much but i was hesitating because it costs too much! my boi finally got so irritated at me whining all the way to the cinema that he turned me around and told me to lead the way. teehee! was so0o0o cute! my boi, i mean!