be somebody else…
why cant we seem to get by one whole week without fighting…without arguing…without hurting…? why is there always something you want to change in me? i never said i was perfect. in fact, before we got into this relationship, i told you how imperfect i was. im impatient, temperamental, jealous, bratty and oftentimes too carefree and independent-devil-may-care…yet you said you loved me…and so here we are. now, i feel like im under a microscope, under your observing eyes. always feeling so concious about how i move, how i act…how i sit and talk. because i know that one single move could make you disapprove. it’s not that i dont like it when you tell me off…in fact i like it when you do that because i feel that you care. but it just puts me down when you make it so hard for me. i keep on apologizing and yet…i dont know…sometimes i dont feel like im being myself anymore. ive become too careful, too kept…to0…boring…i dont know how or why you fell in love with me in the first place. anyways…i cant be somebody else.
